Saturday, February 9, 2013

Rat Race


noun Informal.
any exhausting, unremitting, and usually competitive activity or routine, especially a pressured urbanworking life spent trying to get ahead with little time left for leisure, contemplation, etc.
Origin: 
1935–40,  Americanism





 Woke up on monday to find that we had had a large snowfall during the night, enough for skiing. If only it would last. I wouldn't have time for skiing until Sunday. In fact, this week I haven't had much time for anything. No time for meditation, or working out, or anything other than driving to work, work, driving home, cooking, eating and sleeping. I had 2 day shifts and then 2 night shifts. Theoretically I would have had some time after the day shifts, but after getting up at 5 I am so tired by the time I get home that I end up just watching "Modern Family" with Husband until bed time (around 9 pm). Work is hectic as usual. The hospital full to the gills. On thursday evening as the night shift started there were 26 beds (most in corridors) and 47 patients in the ER. The pictures were taken on monday evening as I came home from work. It was dark when I left, dusk when I returned. 

Sunday, February 3, 2013

28 Day Detox Report # 6

Last detox report! 
I found myself petering out this past week. This might in part have been due to not feeling totally well. It started during the first night shift. I felt queasy all night. Then when I still didn't feel "right" after sleeping all day, I called in sick. I didn't have vomiting or diarrhea, nor really a fever, though  my temperature was elevated. But my body felt like lead and I just couldn't face a 10 hour night shift feeling like shit. The next day my hospital made headlines again. It seems a stomach bug has caused chaos and the hospital was again full to the brim, with 40 patients in corridors and the physical therapy gym being used as an overflow ward! I figure it was good I didn't go to work that night. I was probably contagious. Also proved to me that my immune system is still up and running, when queasiness and a slightly elevated temperature is all I get from a stomach bug that is filling up the hospital.

Being under the weather though, is what got me petering out. For example, I ate a bag of Thai shrimp chips when I was shopping on Saturday, though I'm not supposed to have meat or seafood until monday. :(  I didn't have the energy for iron self disipline. Anyhow, on one hand I am looking forward to getting back to normal life. On the other, I am thinking about which aspects of this detox month I would like to carry on into that normal life. So here is a list of what I intend to carry over.


  • Sun salutation each morning
  • Skin brushing before shower.
  • aroma steam before bed. 
  • planning my day before work.
  • yoga on work days (when I don't have time to go to the gym)
  • oil and salt scrub once a week.
  • swimming, sauna, and hot tub once a week. 

The whole commute by train thing didn't work out very well. There was one week when I took the train each day. It was great. I could write letters, do some inspirational reading, and plan my day while on the train. Unfortunatly the rest of the month I ended up driving. On weekends and day shifts I have to drive because the train schedule doesn't fit. The other times the trains were delayed so that I ended up driving in order to get to work on time. This last week I finally started listening to an audio book that I had been planning to work on during this detox month: "the 7 habits of highly successfull people". 

  • Work on "The 7 habits of Highly Successfull People".
  • Read the "medical lectures" by Rudolf Steiner
  • Continue to focus on detoxing and decluttering my home environment.


Exercise. I haven't had the energy for strenuous exercise the past 3 weeks. That has got to change. I managed to lose 3 kg during this detox. If I am to have any hope of keeping them off as I return to a normal diet, I must exercise more. The plan is to increase to 45 minute cycling classes on my days off, except for when I go swimming and sundays when I want to do Pilates. Or skiing when that is possible.

I don't think I will change my normal diet very much. The main points will be:
  • avvoid sugar except on weekends
  • avvoid artificial additives.
  • eat organic whenever possible
  • eat only free range or organic meat and eggs.
  • eat more fish
  • use raw untreated milk (hurray, we live on a farm)
  • consume less caffeine. 
  • continue with daily green smoothies, salad with every dinner, veggies or dried fruit for snacks.
  • continue to drink 1-2 L water daily. 
I sure am looking forward to having chocolate again!